The Pain, A Free Versed Poem

I feel the pain in my chest

As I’m living through my trauma

No, not like you stabbed me in the heart pain

No, not like oh my god, my heart is breaking pain

No, not that pain

No, not that pain

 

More like, I can’t breathe pain

My chest feels tight pain

It’s getting hot in here pain

The lights, turn on the lights

It’s getting dark in here pain

 

Maybe you need to call an ambulance pain

I can’t stop shaking pain

 

And when I can’t sleep

I feel the pain in my mind

It doesn’t let me rest my eyes

It’s that you’re not going anywhere pain

You will always be defined by me pain

I ruined your life pain

What have you achieved? pain

 

Nothing, I say

Nothing

Everything has been defined by you, by the pain

 

He returns in my dreams and laughs

Who would you be without me?

You wouldn’t exist without me

 

I feel the pain because I know…

I know that I would not exist without my father •

 

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